Tomorrow is my last day of my first year at college I truly can’t believe how quickly this year has gone feels like just yesterday i was worrying about Gcse and fussing over prom dresses .this year feels like a bit of a blur not much has happened but neither the less it’s had its ups and downs. Getting used to my new surroundings and peers was a bit of a challenge as well as dealing with my whole self esteem/ image which i haven’t overcome yet but I’m starting to deal with STARTING ! out of all the many people I’ve encounter this year i don’t feel that I’ve met people i’d seriously consider friends not that it was a goal of mine in fact I think I made a point of being anti social to be 100% education( not sure that quite worked) even though i did focus way more than in previous years I don’t feel like I’ve put enough effort in to be confident that I’ll be able to even progress on to next year .but then again this could be very well just be pre exam result nerves .who knows. But this year has taught me quite a lot and this little bubble I’ve been in last 10 years has just about burst . I’ve been introduced into different concepts whether that’s through things I’ve learnt in the subjects i study or the people I’ve met ,new music I’ve listen to or just different interests that have surfaced .as a whole i think this has changed my outlook not drastically but just opened my eyes a little wider than before .